I'm sorry

I miss you. I miss going out with you. I miss those times when we went out together and had so much fun. I just wished time could rewind and I could relive those wonderful moments. But that's all in the past. Now, I'll never get the chance to do that anymore. Even if one day you decided to go out with me, I can truthfully say that I'm not sure where to go and whether I can make it an enjoyable day for you. I'm sorry. I guess I'm just not good enough for you </3

Will we ever meet again?

I miss you so badly. I hope you are doing fine right now. I really want to see you but even if I manage to, I guess you will just ignore me. Even though you're far away from me right now, you will always be here in my heart. June holidays are already over and the September holidays is too short and you will probably be busy studying for promos. I'm only left with the year-end holidays to be able to meet you. As every day pass by, you are getting further and further away from me. I'm just worried that if I wait until the end of the year, it will be too late. But what can I do now? You won't even reply my messages. There's nothing I can do now except hope that it's not too late. Please wait for me....

Do dreams really come true?

I dreamt about you last night. I dreamt that were we back together and we were having so much fun together  smiling and laughing. But dreams will just remain as dreams. It will never come true. Dreams are always the opposite of reality. I guess the only time I can see you now is when I'm sleeping. Sometimes I just wish we could be back to how we were before. But I guess, times have changed. I can't possibly keep on holding to the past forever. I have to move on. But for now, I love you <3

Why am I still texting you even though you haven't been replying me for 2 months? Why do I still care about you even though you don't give a damn about me anymore and literally don't acknowledge my existence? Why do I still love you even though you made me cry so hard each night? It's simple. You mean the world to me. It doesn't matter whether you ignore me or not. It doesn't matter whether you hate me because I'll still love you. I guess that's the power of love. I don't expect you to reply me let alone love me once again but deep inside, I hope that one day you'll realise how much I love you. That's all I'm asking for.

Oh no.. CT is just around the corner.. I haven't studied much for the past 1 month. Feeling guilty now :x I think I'm gonna flunk very badly :(  Anyways, today is a boring day as usual. Stay at home the whole day ; watch tv, play com, eat, sleep that's practically what i did today.

When will she reply me? When will we meet again? The holidays are ending and i didn't even get to meet you once :( Hope you had a good day today :) I love you dear <3

Once again. it's the 27th.. A special number which bring back special memories. And it all started with 27/02/12. How i wish i could spend the day with you. But sadly you still won't reply me. I'm still carrying on hoping that one day you will.. And when that day comes I'll be the happiest man on Earth :) I miss you... :(

Why is life so unfair? Why can't we be together with the one we love? There's always something preventing us from being together. A restriction. An obstacle. Should i continue fighting for her? Or should i just give up? It's definitely going to be a tough battle but I'm willing to fight for you. As the saying goes, true love is worth fighting for. But can i win? Will i win? I really do not know the answer to that question. Only time will tell.....